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» Not This Time


The waves are closing in on me

 Making it harder to breathe

 I can't believe it's come to this

 I've faded out my existence

 And as I'm slowly washed away

 I think of all the mistakes that I've made

 And all the things I'd like to change

 Why'd it have to end this way

 

Cuz I never wanted this

 I never meant for things to end like this

 I never thought I'd be the one that'd have to say goodbye

 And I wanted to keep holding on

 I used to think I was so strong

 I always seemed to make it out alive

 But not this time

 

Can't seem to find a way out

 Forgotten what this life is about

 I sit here trapped in my own mind

 In this dark place I am confined

 And if I ever find my way

 These endless skies will turn from grey

 These thoughts that cloud my mind are

 Slowly driving me insane

 

Cuz I never wanted this

 I never meant for things to end like this

 I never thought I'd be the one that'd have to say goodbye

 And I wanted to keep holding on

 I used to think I was so strong

 I always seemed to make it out alive

 

Cuz I never wanted this

 I never meant for things to end like this

 I never thought I'd be the one that'd have to say goodbye

 And I wanted to keep holding on

 I used to think I was so strong

 I always seemed to make it out alive

 

Cuz I never wanted this

 I never meant for things to end like this

 I never thought I'd be the one that'd have to say goodbye

 And I wanted to keep holding on

 I used to think I was so strong

 I always seemed to make it out alive

 But not this time